About a girl I hate most

Today honesty played a part in executing my temperament.
The colour of my skin again told me that I am an outsider came across the sea to conquer. But my dear fellow being I am not a warier am just adjusting my footsteps.
Philosophy of convenience, that’s the apt word, love, belief and reliance are related to this philosophy.
Arrogance has his head up all the time today.
She has her love for the last ten years and now she got a new believer with a lust licking face.
I hate her smiley pretending face and that is the curse that always follows this palace.
She got a strong coffee smell and a big bottom, am I bit rude?
Yap I am enjoying this.
I felt very low to put my pen on.
But the days are not going to be the same and it’s a collage of boldness, cheapness, sex, arrogance, love and belligerence.
Been called as a Laidback lucky guy, sometimes a pink panther so who I am?
I don’t want to go into the endurance of philosophy.
But I am still surviving with my skills.

Dreams

Today there were bits of sun shine and my eternal soul was not searching for any new experiences.
Summer is peeping through my misty windows and I woke up very early.
Change is as stated inevitable, so i knew the path, but it is intimidating to my soul
I can see, in front of my view ,everything is changing from the skin texture to the tears ,along the bed side that dark shade never gives me any fantasies
I have to be frank, truth is sometimes dimensional.
Today no new principle arising
Old poet who’s standing amidst of a calamity but his glance was only towards the victim’s pouch, searching for some profit, here I can laugh at his creativity.
My words are too narrow, it is no longer holding that depth and I am too boring.
What’s happening!!!!!
Reverberations, yelling, howling and a day dream
In short, I want to kill my genuine heart and run like a forest Gump.